myaRain

2006-09-18T22:04:00.000-07:00

haiz...im in love wif tis two guys..

2006-04-18T01:05:00.000-07:00

ian OR fie???

im konfuse....IAN is my x boifren of 2yrs.i dunwan to hurt ian feelings.he notyet knoe bitwen me n fie..in d moment i dunwan to tell frez..FIE is my new boifren.i knoe he's sincere being wif me bt.....im so paranoid cos i alwys think he n farah got feelings for eachother secretly behind my back.shes fie n my skoolmate.i nt sure if fie speaks the truf dat he wait for me since we met cos at dat time i was wf ian.im more comfortable wif ian bt i think we shud be seperated for while... AARRRGGGGHHHKKK!! ako total konfuse!! IAN OR FIE?!! haiz...

2006-02-07T17:37:00.000-08:00

2005-11-10T14:16:00.000-08:00

8NOV
boring sei beday.beday da mcm bkn beday sei..gadoh gan yayan den okey2 oredi.bei he ask out go open house kwn dier.bei p raye umeh niza n mardiana,kwn yayan.bei p umah ako.notin happenin.he ask beday drag to on 9nov nk watch movie.

Yayan ACCIDENT
he plan to go watch movie wif me n buy cake.he pick me up after skul.i wait 5 till 6plus sei..he not yet cum.rupe2nye he kana ACCIDENT sei... uwek..! den plan kancel.first2 mcm tk caye sei...coz got one time he make up story he kana accident bcoz he want to mit me wen we tgh gadoh damn rabak.rupe2nye btol sei..neway,dier tk kene rabak sgt kt shoulder neck kaki sumer cumer bike dier kene damn rabak sei..den go back home npk cake shop i buy a slice of cake for myself.bt cannot wish no candle. hahah!! bt i sang 4 myself. time beday da lah tkde cake..bei terpakse beli sendiri...haiz..

knn btol r!!
todae suey xiak!!on the way nk p skul ako mkn packet mamee bei ako litter.nyonya peh pukimak maner tah tetibe mara ako litter bei ako ckp shuddap laa u bei ako tros jln.bei apek bus plak lagik satu peh pukimak ako byr 1.30 sei dier bagi ako bus tic 55cent.knn,naseb apek conductor tk dtg..bei turon tempat biase,knn!!,path nk turon tangge tgh contruction.kiwak!!kene jalan peh laa jaoh!around 2 bustop like dat...nie anti ade test ethan..tkblajar tk hape...pi mampos r..! kecian yayan,lps skola anti ako visit dier...

2005-11-08T11:01:00.000-08:00

todae my beday!! im 17!! yeah2!! woohooo!!

2005-10-27T16:31:00.000-07:00

pic taken in ferry to go to BATAM!!! i had so much fun with dis people.bt aktuali got many bt sum onli hav in diz pic..soon i will update more pic we spent time together at batam..

2005-10-23T21:39:00.000-07:00

WAIT 4 YAYAN PICK ME UP VVROOOM2

ako abes klass at 3.teacher last min kansel klass.den terpakse tungu yayan bei p office maen comp.bei msn gan si lufty,klassmate sec.hahah!!mat metal sei dier....wahahah!!tapi band dier blom naek.den suey si john ho dtg angry2 kt ako bab ako kai slipa.hahha!!ako ngah posa bei tipu dier ckp ako nye shoe kt locker.bei dier suro ako p locker p kai alek kasot if not go home! n nvr see me again in slipa.dammit siar him.bei mintak si sdare niza peh kasot peh laa lokek.mcm laa ako nk bau kasot dier...da jadik bodoh pe??

VVROOOM2......!!WEEEeee.....!!!WWUUUUWHoOOOOO!!!

hahah!!bodoh sei ako...janji suro pick kat bustop bei ako peh miang msg dier pick kt int.bab intenxion ako nk antar niza skali if not she alone go home walk to int..bei yayayn da sampai sei...pat bustop skola!ako da nk sampai int...ape lagik,!ako lari r p patah alek...ngah posa plak tu...bt ade stop2 jugak r..hahah!!bei da sampai.ako kai helmet bodoh..kate ako kai yg helmt mcm cat bei babi peh yayan...dier antar ako alek bei tukar den mit his fren naek motor jugak.coz yayan tktau jalan.ako asek2 kene mara sei gn yayan pasal ako slalu tk pelok ako slalu tangan tk blei diam asek nk lepas je...bei ako kene tegoh bab cara naek ako mcm jantan!wahahah!!!bei da okey2 ..bei cara kai helmet da mcm dak bodoh...hahah!!yayan ajar cara nk pakai.bei pasal wen nk turning ako mcm takot2.ako mcm keras gitu bei now da biase sket..hahah!!ako reli mcm dak bodoh sei dunoe noting bout motor nie sumer..hahah!!kite p buke kt lorong ah soo bei p bugis den p geylang together gn dorg.

after geylang den we go back ourself we sesat..go long cut.haha!!

2005-10-22T16:59:00.000-07:00

PIC TAKEN YESTERDAY,WE HAD A GOODTIME 2GETHER

we so the stupid

all of the problems bitween me n him can settle bt onli if he/me willing to sacrifice.i tell myself all the time that i realli dunwan be wif him coz i tot he treated me like normal person.i dun1 2 b treated normal i wan 2 b treated a special someone 2 him.bt he once told me dat "izwana,lelaki kalo nk tunjok yg dier syg kt pompan dier selalu tk npk tapi kalo pompan tunjok it can see".at first i dun understd diz...he xplain to me everything bt hehe..abit paham.bt i can see he realli do love me.its just dat im so the manje.bt u think back r k..every girl wants attention from boifren.if posiible 24/7.i rather want more attention on me den lack of attention.some people dun like to be always 24/7 with couple bt icannot sei..coz im so lonely.i regret for sacrificing for him xoz he wants me to leave myfrens now im so dumb.i got no frens outside im so lonely,no one 2 talk to wen i got fight with him.now i got band bt they cant be always there 4 me.n i tell myself dat i wanna change.i used to always nag at him now i try not to.i want him to leave his frens coz he always with dem.haiyah!dunoe laa..tkpe laa,biar saye jeerr yg berubah.dier tkyah..i just hope our relationship wont be worst.i hope one day he realised wad i wanted from him.i wont ask much just want him to be faithful,honest,attention more to me then frens,understds my feelings,always there for me..onli diz.bt i think got more.bt atleast diz should hav mah in every relationship.

2005-10-17T10:53:00.000-07:00

i hate u yayan!!!!

idiot xiar....i start to hate yayan xiar..we fought again xiar.fake promises xiak!he got his moto leisen den like atitude towards me..i hate diz kind of people..he say wen our ann on the 14 he will bring me out with his bike den knn!!! he lie xiak!!!instead he mit his fren.didnt even tell me!fuck xiar!!!!i hate him!!!he made me wait for his fucking ns end up he cipaii xiak!!!im the first girl dat together time he first ns start till he almost wanna end soon.den i wait for his leisen..fuck xiar!!he play with my feelings xiar!!i dunoe whether to kontinue with diz fuckin relationship.he's the one make the move to make me love him n now he make the move to make me hate him..he is so full of shit!!

one time he accused i and khai kenal2..fuck xiar..!think i not faithful r??he my skulmate.we long time knoe eachother oredi xiar..he mat motor.yayan ssay 'kirem salam kt mamat motor RXZ ite bedok'.wad talking him xiar..end up he say one guy tell him dat he saw me n khai at void deck in the morning at 1likedat.den i remember datime me n khai lek2 near my void deck.his bike at the side.den the guy i noe xiar..he busted! anihow say i n khai got sumting on.cipai him!

2005-10-11T15:39:00.000-07:00

we quarrel damn rabak

last fridae mit ian pasal nk agi barang dier coz i want to brek xiar..he reallie like knn sei..he unfaithful xiar.we quarrel so long oredi bt he col me.he confess to me wad he did.bt still tkblei accept.jumpe pat mc at myplace.i waited 4 him.cipsi so late xiar..he kip on asking "btol nk brek?,izwana".den i say r yar.he walk first den i wake.we wake seperate ways.i tot he go home xiar..rupenye dier tungu at my void deck.siao ryte?i sit front of him.den he ask to come to him den he hug me n cry.den i fill like guilty sei..c him cry.at first i say.. 'now wad u want?,i hate u oredi tau..'den he more cry.i aktuelliwanna brek xiar..he n his fuckin attitude.sampai biler mau sabah?!i make him promised me.den we okey2 oredi..i sumtimes fill hate him bt i always miz him nonstop tink of him.

2005-10-06T16:13:00.000-07:00

THE DEATH OF AZIZI
1ST DAY OF RAMADAN,is a misery moment for parent of azizi.the death of azizi..hari dikebumikan.he's onli 14.im not sure if i knew him coz dier dak lek2 kt hougang..i nvr mix wif them for so long time.dier meningal pasal mungkin nk act brani buat yakamashii[not sureif spelling correct].he is used to do 2 floor den he wan 2 be more daring..he went up to 14 floor and end up fall.

APEK BUS KONDUCTOR MCM XIAL!
today,go school naek bus 25 den my gdluck i found an ezlink n atm kad.bt i 50-50 xiar wan to give back.somemore bulan ramadan sei..den suey plak dtg..apek conductor dtg.1st ako byr 90cent bei apek suroh byr another 1.10cent.mcm nk cry sei...total ako pay 2bucks for 1 trip sei... uwek..waste money...!

yayan accident?!
ako dtg skool bei dpat berite yang yayan pass motor..den i shock!i tot true sei..den my fren play2 onli he aktuali kana accident..yayan bro msg at hana to tell me he kana accident..i not sure true or not xiar...think back like bluff xiar..

2 cute guys..

2005-10-04T10:46:00.000-07:00

ako alek naek dari tamp take 72.there is this 2 cute guys look like younger then me xiar.they funnie coz they disturb2 me...alot of tactic to atract me..hahah!ade part ako ngah tidor..bei terantok kat tingkap.[paisei xiar!].buka mata jerr dorg ngah tgk'kan..dey watch me slip ke pe xiar?!wen da sampai hougang mall bru ako sadar coz few stop nk alite..they ask me kak,blei kenal2..den i was like uh..?i say dunoe r..den they were like.."okey,paham2 dier bru bangon tdor,dats y blur2".second time ask ade nomb?i say donhav.then they ask got boifren?i say dunoe.den were like again.."okey,paham,bru wake up".den i say im attached r.dey paisey oredi..den they whisper dunoe wad r..i think they wanna to alite same as me n ask for more info.then the fren say no time oredi must rich there at 8.30pm.then i alite they say bye..i think back they maybe 1 yr older or same age coz they heading to ssdc[amek leisen motor/krete].i think back,cipai!tau kasi nomb adek ako coz confim dorg gerek2..i think they punkrawker..make frens wif punkrawk people always fun xiar..

im back! from batam

2005-09-27T21:50:00.000-07:00

hallo..im back!neway there damn fun sei..meet many kind of people in different campus,size,character,cca.ako minom there bt tk mabok.minom free..dak2 saner blanje..got one time ade party..we dance2 bei ako bodysurf..Wuu!!!gerek!bei men bowling..baek2 tktau maen bei da gerk maen..1st try,ako hentak damn kuat sei..second try,fuyooh!stike bt 1 jerr tk jatoh!haha!den there ana got new boifren.ana dance tk agak2 sei..maot giler!we eat dinner..mcm2 makanan.sampai boncet sei..ahaks!part boring kene present psl silat.ako dalah tk tau psl silat..bt ako under finance.okey ar sket2 faham.ako p saner tk beli pakaian coz quite expansive sei..bei kite p umah anak2 yatim..kecian sei dorg..ade part wen they sing for us,i was abt 2 cry sei..sedei giler..bt ako tk show tears r..tapi dalam ati mcm nk cry..den I MISS YAYAN sei.sampai demam.sumore aircon damn freezing giler...theres more to say bt l8er i kontinue..

stoutheart perform semalam

2005-09-19T10:39:00.000-07:00

ako tkan ckp pasal yg kecho2 r..bt kite perform okey r..atleast ade crowd r.farid kate kite blei maen r..ako tgk mcm xiak se..ina,su big n small mcm tk semagat sei..ako more to entertain crowd sei..ako maen tk semangat jugak r bt ako nk mcm attitude sei..ako maen jerr like ako step tktau bende2 akan jadik.aktuali nk maen lagu victim den proud prisoner bei original last bru drunken skin8.bei sumer tukar sei..1st maen original:youth of minority bei proudprisoner bei victim last watch ur back.dak2 kt crowd supportive sei..irvin,fazli,ikhsan,farid,mok,some dak2 skin8.i onli see some r..

takot r..

2005-09-13T15:23:00.000-07:00

smalam ako tengah buat lagu bout yayan..lagu jiwang utok dier..hehe..ako namekan "pertengkaran bulan september" haha. taek sei title song.after i kompose the song i take a brek den suddenly yayan msg to me him at my void deck.ako turon bei dier uwek sei den i ask him den he tell me everything..pasal fam dier..im not gonna write in my blog coz cannot r..i cried sei.very the wat sei him fam..now he donnoe where to stay sei..tyme kite gadoh ako perna mimpi bt 4get r ape bt i remember in my drim i cry den i wake up i was already crying.diz happen twice sei..forget it.btw,we spend the nite together @ my void deck til morning.he hungry i go up masakkan roti telor,buat milo ice n bawak mooncake.bei turon bei naek lagik amek jersey tok dier coz nk lend n bwk watch ako beli tok dier..we talk2 den baring2 jap den he go back.i tell him bout me perform,he not angry bt he like hackcare bt i noe he angry..he take cab go home.ako naek bei cipai! kana lock xiar outside.ako ketok ngan payong pt door..DOONG!!alhamdullilah tk pekak!ako masok buat bodoh bei slip.. ZzZzZzZ c-.)

macam xial r yayan!!!!!!

2005-09-12T10:28:00.000-07:00

pala butoh peh jantan!sort xiak!da 1wik gadoh!peh puki xiak!psl pekare kecik sei...bei nk drag lamer2..ako paling benci gini r..sat dier dtg tempat kerje ako..sbelom ako p werk ako col dier..bei tk angkat.ako rase2 da more den 50 tymes.mcm xiak kan?ako col since kul 8pagi til ako nk kluar p werk.bei dier da jalan alek bei ako pk2 alek kiwak! dtg werk place ako stkat tu?cipai xiak!sbelom nk alek werk ako col hp dier ingatkn nk amek ako alek..bei cipai tk xiak!waste tyme ako jerr tunggu.bei ako tkde duet bus ingat nk kai duet dier bei copai!xpect ako dtg umah dier.peh puki! tktau ako penat pe lepas kerje?!dier kate dier nk pi johore naek moto gan kwn dier..i was like.."kiwak!kecik ati xiak!"last word ako ckp"kalo u nk drag lamer2,tkpe r i tk kesah" pap!!ako letak tepone.one fuckin idiot guy!ako alek jalan kaki uwek2..haiz.ako ingat phase dier"kalo u tk buat taik kt i,i tkan buat taik kat u.."guess wad!ako akan langar tis phase.sometimes i fill tk sampai ati bt entah laa..langgar jer..bt cipai!i miss him xiak!xial peh jantan!

23-25 sept pi batam

2005-09-08T18:41:00.000-07:00

pi batam nie aktuli tok dak track&field and silat jer bt ako xtra2 nk pi n guess wat! dapat lah xiar...!wahoo!ako ckp gan cikgu ako dari rockband cca.tksaba r nk p dgan dak2 silat n track&field..

1wik plus to come..

2005-09-07T18:32:00.000-07:00

long time tk anu blog..well,im back! wahahah!!,tk sabah perform! wahoo! kite maen lagu original: youth Of Monority,guttersnipe:proud prisoner,acab:we are acab n oxymoron:trendy wanker. solo we are acab blom tangkap xiak!bei batt mp3 ina da flat.cmner mau tangkap bei ina kate tkya maen solo.i was like.."fucka!maen w/out solo?!"does she knoe hows its feel of a gtariz dat plays incomplete song w/out lead?bodoh pe?!no matter wat,i wan to plat the lead!i wont give up!still got tyme to tangkap.got one problem ako ngah gadoh ngan ian,da nk dkat 1 wik bt tktau nk blg ke tdk sei..harap bolei perform r..Stoutheart,pray hard jadik ako blei perform k..ako try tkan backout..

mcm xial r sumer org!!

2005-08-29T10:16:00.000-07:00

smalam,ako dtg skola lambat sort xiak!!ana n niza da belah dulu..watever shit r!dorg da buey ako byk kali xiak!!bei taufik ajak p maen pool.bei lel2 pt kanteen tungu dier dorg makan..makan da 2hr lyke dat kiwak!tk jalan2 xiak!bei end up kancel bei taufik xpect ako alek sendiri.pk2 alek mcm xial r da 2 kali buat ako mengamok.ako p toilae bei ako uwek2 sei..bei taufik sumer pujok ako alek samer2 bt ako buat bodoh.ako col ian ingatkn can cheer me up bt KANINA!!samer jugak!palabutoh r sumer org mcm xial!ako jalan p int uwek2 sei..ako mangamok n sedei sei..suey naa pe todae??mlm ako col ian pt duty,ako letak 1bux sei..bei boal 20cent jerr..kiwak!!no refund!mcm xial!dier alasan ckp demam nk rest.xial r!!bei ako tk pk r?ako demam2 tangan lebam2 sangop turon p paypone col dier pt duty..ako alek tros uwek2 lgk!!seriously r,ako mcm nk lepaskn geram gtu sei..

Luv bite sape yg bagi?

2005-08-28T10:07:00.000-07:00

sunday ako ingtkan nk alik lps tdor umah makcik ako.bt yayan ajak kluar.pagi2 bute kul 10+ suro ako xiap nk p changi beach.dalah smalm tdor lambat pk'kan psl ian or band?..bei ako tdor den da wake up ako col dier,kiwak! pragai xiak!!bei gebak-gebuk atlast suro ako xiap p umah dier..ako da lah blom mandi bei dier suro ako mandi umah dier..nk mampos pe?![umah ian n makcik dkat jerr tk jaoh].bei ako mandi pt umah mkcik ako bei turon coz dier amek ako.. WAHAH!!dier turon dgan motor xiak!!terkejot sei..mkcik ako npk..bpak dier nye motor.bei kite rounding2.dier peh turning mcm xiak!senjge kasi maot2 nye xiak!bei dier kate ako mcm takot2 tu psl dier wad gtu..yelah!sape tk takot sei blom ade lesen bei sumore 3 tahun tk pass2..ade jerr kene pape.sampai umah dier tgk cd.bei ako tdor bei ako wake up dier da tkde.rupenye turon bwk jumpe kelape.dier naek atas ako campak bantal kt muke dier.ako turon dgan dier.kite maen punch eachother,kejak2,paralise,sebat2 gan tali pingang,spak2 tangan.bei kite maen pakau.bei pat nk alek..ian tenampak ade luv vite..bei dier kate dier tk buat..bei SAPE YG BUAT?heran xiak!!mati ckp dier tk buat..bei yayan pragai ingat jantan laen..

IAN OR STOUTHEART(my band)??

2005-08-27T02:25:00.000-07:00

tadi rekoding soo called korkkap sei..dalah dtg lambat,bei duet tk cukop plak tu...heng si atoi ade den he pay abit 4 us..beday aida ako dapat jama tumbok.wahaha!tadi mcm xiak!tk kene rabak sei..ingatkn nk anu rabak2..cipai peh aida more to elak xiak!! bei ade part gadoh gan yayan.ako sangop sei dtg tempat dier bei prangai xiak tknk turon..xpect ako naek umah dier..ape salah nye turon xiak...rupe2nye pasal band!!now i hav 2 choose ian or band..how??!!ner satu nie?kalo ako pilei band tkan nk brek gan yayan sei..ako declare ako masei sygkn dier bt...tkblei choose dua2 ke sei??bei da boal2 sampai morning bei dier tk antar ako alek..bt ako tk xpect r antar ako alek...bei now ako pt umah makcik ako nie skrg..stay over at her place 4 tonite onli.. k now nk ckp 4 my band:

dEAR STOUTHEART,

SORIE GIRLS, I HAVE 2 LEAVE U PEOPLE..I GUESS U FIND ANOTHER LEAD GTARIZ..IM SO SORIE COZ BACK UP LAST MINUTE..IM SO RELI2 SORIE..I HOPE U PEOPLE UNDERSTD..K GUDLUCK STOUTHEART! HAIZ...I WILL STILL GONNA MISS U GIRLS...TOK PERFORM TU,ERR..ALAH!!AKO NK PERFORM!!!!CAMNER NIE???!!!! HELP ME STOUTHEART!!!! AARRGGHHHKKK!!!!STRESS R!!!

soo dissapointing...

2005-08-26T22:25:00.000-07:00

monday da lah fuckkap day bei i tot tuesday will atliz cheer me up r..bt end up ape sei soo dissapointing sei..end up ako tros alek ingatkn lepas lesson nk jumpe ian bei kancel.bt nvrmd da bingit bei da okey2 sket..wed plak,tk out sei..ingatkn yayayn nk ajak jumpe ke hape ke..tapi saba jerk.. mcm biase jugak,uwek2 tyme nk tido.thursday even worst,ako col dier suro dtg umah ako bei tdor xiak nie bahalol! geram sei ako...tahan ako tungu dier pt gate sei..lamer plak tu ako tungu..alah byk nk type mcm malas gtu sei..bt now dier pt sebelah ako tgh maen cs.kite pt hg mall nye lan game..tapi tadi pon gadoh sei...i wish tis will last,asek2 fought..

rekoding n perform

2005-08-23T15:43:00.000-07:00

diz sat nk rekoding kene klurkan 12bux atliz for 1member...ako dalar 1wik holiday cmner nk cari duet sei??somemore ian konfem tk agi ako rekoding.15 sept deadline.aida kate perform on 15 sept.mondae sei..btol ke tk btol jerk deknie...

STOUTHEART
Vox-sue(tinggi)
Lead gtariz-mya
gitariz-ina
bassist-sue
drummer-aida

start the day buat ako mara

2005-08-23T03:34:00.000-07:00

smlam ade make up lesson bei ana last min pagi2 kate dier n niza tk dtg skul..ape sei..sort sei. bei ako ingatkn ian bolei cheer ako up so i col him..bei talk2 den ako ingatkn nak mit dier after make lesson bt end up gadoh..on the way p skola ako cry sei...bei pukol brape gtu ako kontect band ako bei dorang kate lastmin jamm coz dorg tkblei kontect ako..bei ako ingtkn band blei cheer ako up bei nie lgk peh xial!janji kul 6.30 bei dorg dtg 8++...mcm xial'kan??tapi tkpe jamm was okey r..hahah!ako kluarkan 2bux jerk..tadi ian msg ako,nk step baek2 konon.. hurk!!

afraid it might happen again...

2005-08-20T21:16:00.000-07:00

saturdae plan nak p house of japan bey got on one part gadoh rabak sei... gadoh pasal nk angkat bag..bei da part busstop hujan nak cross bei tak pimpin ako..mcm xiak kan???bei ako dudok one corner n i xpect him to come back to me n take me..but dier buat bodoh...bei ako jalan tempat laen..but lamer dier jalan..ako ape lak..kejar dier r...ako tarek shoulder dier bei dier cekek ako bei tengkeng ako..ako tendang2 kaki dier srugle nk bref..bei ade org from block dgr ako yell bab ako yell maha yell...bei org pt umah pekik"tendang jerr dier jg pecaye gan dier.." bei ako da mcm "wat xiar..?"dier campak make-up gan barang2 ako.bei dier ckp "ako ajak ko klusr bei ko mcm nie?"bei ako jwb"nie mcm ko ckp ko ajak ako kluar?jalan mcm tu tglkan ako?puas ati ko jalan sorang pi house of japan sorang2 r..!"bei dier jalan..ako dudok one coner uwek2 :''(..bei dier patah alek pujok ako..heng doer pujok..muke dier tyme mara tklei lupekan sei..always in my mind..i just hope it wont happen again...

ati peh lah saket...

2005-08-17T17:01:00.000-07:00

ako sangop sei demi yayan i tak p skul bei tipu mak ako yang ako ade test pasal nak jumpe dier bei ako xpect happy2 bei end up jalan balek seperate ways.yayan tengah lemah2 nak saket bei ako tolong angkat beg dier yg berat nk mampos bei jage ati dier lagik. nie part xiak,dier blg ako tkde duet makan,ako beli makanan nk share together bei burger ako,ako tahan makan roti bei letak chicken whooper pat tepi atas tray,bei senyap2 nie gelojoh peh yayan curi makan tingalkn sikit.ako ape lgk pekik r bei step merajok head down pt table.bei bukan nye nak pujok ke hape..tibe2 kluarkn wallet kasi ako duet tok beli burger baru..kiwak!tadi ckp tkde duet.xiak'kan namenye 2...bei part nak alek yayan teman ako p kedai makcik ako bab mak ako nk pinjam duet.bei from kedai makcik ako pt hgmall jalan p umah ian.bei ade nie kite gadoh[paisei r nak blg,personal r],pt traffic lite nak cross bei dier kiss lip ako bei alek..den i was like.."kiwak..ako sangop buat nie buat tu end up mcm nie sei.."bei ako tros jalan r..ako denger ade org feeweet2,ako ingatkn yayan bt i force myself not to turn back coz i xpect him 2 kejar me.bei part da two bustop away,i hear footstep n i xpect it 2 b yayan bt kiwak!! yg timbul keling xiak..babi btol naseb ako tk toleh nk tego"ape ko lak uhh?!".bei ako tros alek sei wif tears rolling down my cheeks.

sorie yayan i lie 2 u..

2005-08-16T17:43:00.000-07:00

i guilty sia today..first2 ako tipu mak ako yg ako nari skola.ako tipu mak ako cause ako nak ade duet pocket money..intenxion nak collect tok bayar rekoding.bei pasal yayan plak,ako blg dier ako pi ite tamp nak teman ana tengok dier silat.dier kiwak! ako kene maki percuma xiak! he say- i say no! means no ehk..ko pegi saner nak jadik muxibat pe? den i was like...wad xiar?ako setakat nk teman ana silat sei..mungkin yayan tk agi ako pi pasal he tot i will hav interest in silat..haiz,padahal tkde niat langsong sei nak masok silat..den i told yayayn dat i go my fren house instead going 2 ite tamp.sorie yayan i lie 2 u..